Strategy Inc. leadership is acting suspicious again

I’m honestly so tired of the constant anxiety at this place. Strategy Inc. is doing that thing again where leadership acts like everything is fine while simultaneously cutting off travel budgets and slowing down hiring. Last week, HR sent out that patronizing email about 'focusing on our core values,' which is usually the first sign that they’re preparing to trim the fat. I’ve got friends in departments that have had zero headcount growth for six months, despite us being told we were in a 'growth phase.' It’s the constant gaslighting that gets me. Just be honest with us. If you’re going to do a RIF, stop making us sit through these useless 'all-hands' meetings where they talk about synergy while everyone knows we’re just numbers on a spreadsheet. My utilization metrics are through the roof, yet I feel like I'm sitting on a ticking time bomb. Is anyone else looking to jump ship before the official announcement hits? I’ve started applying to other firms, but the market is so sluggish right now. I don't want to leave, but I definitely don't want to be the last one left if the rumors are true.